u niggas sleepin well its time ti wake da fuck up!

this is from "03" niggas didnt kno kanye has more bars den a prison? shit well sit back n get hip slim

When the dust settles

All my life ive always heard it aint always bout where you go but more bout where you finish. I typically jus blow it off and think to myself ill be where im at wehn i get dere. Street Light's by knaye west sums this feeling up very well. I can count on my hand how many real friends i got, but i wuld need a bunch of toes n fingers to count how many niggas i thought had my back n my best interest. MY niggas been there from jump dey culd read me lik a book n dey neva pull my cards. Some niggas will claim to b ur friend but be mad wen u got sumthang good goin. Some niggas will play wit u jus to see ur reaction. Someniggas will jus out right use you. But its a bad storm brewin, its called life and through this life people want one thing to be happy. but different people have different meanings for happy, sum people need to b rich sum need to be loved sum need to b known by everyone so theyll do anything to get there sum need family sum need a significant other...me i culdnt tell u wat i need cuz i dont kno. I b so serious wen i tell people idk bout the things i want. I culd tell u the things i lik..music, art, nature, animals, beer, tree, my shawty, my niggas n warm weather. But if i aint learn anythang growin up its that nothing last forever because things change, the only way to conquer change is to adapt. my problem a couple months ago was i was tryin carry the weight of everyones problems on my shoulders, and wat i didnt understand was that it wasnt my responsibility to either. Dont get me wrong im still here for people but i have my own problems that i deal wit n need to focus on. At the end of the day im doin the things i need to do to get where i wana be. but i dont believe in people not weatherin the storm but tryin stick around for the sunny weather. But wen the dust settles whos gon be dere? u neva kno till its all gone in between the storms people may show up but ask urself are they willing to weather the storm with u cuz if not im not sure how much of ur friendship they deserve...think about ur worth n dont sell urself short.
-alley boy e

Our lil secret

Typically for the past few months i had trouble wit my feelings i had a heavy heart and was dumb stressed. My grandmova told me my heart was heavy cuz i wasnt being honest, bout wat she didnt kno but after talkin to her i figured id sit down n think about it. After almost an hour of carrying on wit my day i culdnt cum up wit anything. I racked my brain until i was lik man fuck it. I soon asked her again what that means, n she said "it may not be somthing that you "lied" about but something that you may b hiding or keeping a secret. After she said that i figured yea i do got a heavy heart cuz of my not always sayin what i really wana say. I try not to speak my mind too much but jus let my opininon out. Because most people aarent ready for the truth. Im not ready for the truth about alot of things. Being that now im happy cuz i really have no worries my life is moving accordingly and im figuring out wats important and to speak wen its important. Im not a person who talks about problems i jus carry shit on cuz i was raised to never show weakness such as fear, jealousy, n greed. I kno how to eat till the foods gone but id much rather make my food stretch (not literally). Being that now i got alot of my chest i do feel better, sumthings are easier den others but hey da ones who care bout ur feelings, thoughts, or even respect watever you tell them doesnt matter cuz itll never change dey perspective of you and da ones who it do matter too they dont matter. I figure the true meanin of happiness cant b obtained, cuz there's always sumthing but you can live your life lookin at da glass half full. No its not always sunny but dont let the clouds rain on ur parade. Ive had so many bad situations in my life dat sumtimes it is hard to keep moving on but somehow someway i keep on movin. I dont worry bout da next nigga i jus worry bout me (learned that in preschool) cuz what da next nigga eat doesnt make you shit (jay z). Ive learned to let go and how to make myself feel good throughout the day, music, smoke, joke time, sex, drinks, friends n good times is all i kno. Sometimes i look at people and i tell myself i dont wana end up lik them. Im not gud wit speakin out loud bout how i feel but im real gud at hidin how i feel. except wen im mad but i rarely get mad now i jus dont care bout it so dat way it wont ruin my day. I avoid problems n stay high. Im not here to impress anybody im here to live my life. Im not tryin be successful im tryin b significant. I can do bad by myself but i can do better wit my niggas, cuz ima family man i take care of the family man (juelz santana). So people as i bring this post to an end lighten the load on ur heart cuz lies, secrets, n grudges will b da downfall of you. free yourself n if people cant bang wit wat you doin fuck em den. you gotta get in where you fit it. now time for a spliff before class.

-alleyboye

I fucks wit u slim

In case niggas forgot juelz is one the realest niggas in da game...peep my nigga flow real recognize real...

enjoy cuz dis for my niggas lol