yall seem to be on da beginner page...

yo im thinkin to myself that niggas jus aint on da same page no more...lik i personally feel lik im on my own page and aint nobody fuckin wit me lik im jus on my own shit nowadays not on now braggin shit lik im da flyest or smartest or bestlookin nigga naw not no shit lik dat i mean mentally personally i feel lik i cant dress i dont think i look good n i damn sure aint dat smart lol but wat i mean is im jus tryin do different shit lik im not focused on nuffin else but the things that make me happy now...and i can literally count dat shit on one hand...i really dont want to be on no networkin shit nomore but i kno i cant do nuffin all by myself ask anybody whos famous nobody did it they self they had help n if u aint useful den u useless straight lik dat lik people make simple shit so hard tryin keep up wit da jones' lik dat shit kill me...be happy of who u r and wat u hav cuz every mans garbage is another mans treasure yo!!! dat goes for people too...Ive learned people talk yo secrets rnt kept and shit hits da fan so i live and i learn and i keep it movin. I open and close chapters in my life all the time but rite now im walkin dis lonely road by myself...3 L's Live Love Laugh den ur dead...

-Aye E can you show me how to do da chedder???

Lil bro Big bro

Yo world i jus gotta talk bout how my brothas talk big shit lol dey kill me lol my brova status on fb now say... why does a big brother always have to save his little brother? imma need this nigga to get his shit together...lol wat a bitch n my ova brova jus ignorant lol mayb dats where i get it from cuz he wreckless at da mouth but aye dat shit true n funny lol aye family is crazy lol N wat else is crazy me n ma dukes talked for lik an hr bout our family i never knew i was related to all these people lol kill today goin pretty good lol

Swagg

Yo my nigga kid cudi swagg is on a thousand yung no bullshit lik dat nigga be sweizy wen he on stage this summer i was supposed to get my skateboard swag on n jus do ice cream tshirts the hundreds tee's and supreme fitteds n jackets but i guess not being employeed rained on that parade but hey i back in da work force ima be able to get back on my shit...swagg on a hundred thousand in case u aint know bitch...

-Aye E

A new day

Wow todays sunday i had a whole plan of shit to do today that was completely unchecked because i never got around to doin g any of it. Lik i started my day with a hair cut...i love new hair cuts lik my shape up is nice afta a new cut n wen u rub my head it feels soft as shit lol...i like how my head feels no homo lol. And den goin to NTB to get my tires rotated which took all damn day while waiting for my car i got lifted off a blunt of og kush and sour diesiel...yea i smoke like the celebrities all loud ova hear lol...if u aint from da city u aint gon undastand loud is exotic... lol but i was gone for lik a good 4 hours where i dogged shit in my sociology class but wen i came down started bombing asignments lol jammy...but a couple of my mans came thru n da beers jus cummin da hooters wings was hot n da js were lit while we watched my skins lose to add insult to injury i already have a tough time with my new turn in life didnt wana get off track but i couldnt ride a train that didnt kno i was along for the whole ride...crazy...but im up with the clouds again n slightly nice from da budlights nuffin lik football n beer yo i need more den dat to forget da pain though...kills me but life goes on im outtie 5000 vma's on n im high enuff to watch it...

oh yea before i go more bars from loso just how i feel rite now...

"So I went home to shorty, had trouble sleepin'- shorty's kinda peepin my sudden discomfort She woke up mad early, so I got up with her She wanted to go alone, but a nigga insisted Like "Baby it's been a while" and truthfully I missed it We rode out, but she don't know that I done made a plan Once she hits the spot, one shot- see you later man I watched her in the building, knowing it's the last time-seein' her ass climb in and out of the car Yo I even thought about gettin' out of the car But sat back lookin' at the ring about to be yall's I let one tear fall at an unfair call Ya whole life can change in just one year yall.. Caught in a thought, then I heard a :: BANG! ::

Hi love, bye love, I will miss my love"

When we say no but our minds mean yes...

yo real talk heres a serious question...what makes people say sumthang dat they know dey dont mean??? But sum people will tell you what u wana hear because they cant say no, sum people jus cant say no period. Why is that??? I admitt at times i cant say no to some people but for sume reason when i do say no people kno it means no...mayb im jus not a mean person, i usually help those close to me wen dey need it but sumtimes its cuz i cant say no to sum people take my sistas for example i can for sum reason unbeknownst to me i cant say no to them wen they ask me to do shit, ill shift shit around to meet there needs...not complainin at all so please dont think that but i am asking what is it in people that makes them say yes wen dey mean no??? I typically dont mind helpin as long as i got it im kinda one of those as long as im eatin da fam eatin too u smell me??? N anotha question is y people gotta question anything u say if u not speakin direct english, sum ppl speak slang i do all da time pretty much everythang that cumes out my mouth is slang lol but im gud at speakin "white" when i need to interviews, @ work, to ppl im tryin network with...but granted i pretty much do as i please wen it cumes to my daily thoughts n actions but dey sumtimes are bad but i learn from it wen its gud i note to keep it as a moral...basically what im saying now is...
IMA SHOW YOU HOW TO DO DIS SON!!!!!
i kno i will be successful n deres no doubtin that oh yea ima leave yall wit a couple bars from my man loso...
I said..fuck em all, muthafuck em all Ya'll done turned a good guy into a Chuckie doll I would've been your friend till the end bitch Guess there ain't no friends in this shit bidnessJust a bunch of assholes in the shit bidness But they won't flush me down the toilet bowl without my tissue These bitches talk shit out the same mouth they kiss you These niggas kiss ass with the same mouth that diss you Eww, you niggas disgust me And they ain't talkin bout shit unless they discuss me Let's talk about how, I'm killin errything I touches Or how I walked in this game with no crutches No Diddy, No Dupri, No Dr. DreNo Cash Money from Baby and no rocs from Jay And I'm still hereWe still here

Can u answer my question???

Its been a long time i kno but hey been searching for sum answers n sum mental sanitity. Now ive figured alot out sorted alot of shit in my head n placed some who's who and whats wat in my head but one thing i cant figure out one bit is love...yea L O V E, two people meet n spend time wit sum1 n dey or one falls in love wit da ova...What is it that makes people wna giv sum1 150% of themselves n recieve 20% back??? Why is dere a thin line between love and hate??? if they dont love each other then one hates the other even if they wont admitt it...For sum reason ppl spend their whole life lookin for a "soul mate" or sumone to spend their time with??? Ppl base their lives off this n i jus cant seem to understand y?? Granted u cant choose who u love but damn imagine if u culd??? Things wuld b hectic...out of control...chaos to say the least...But for those of you who dont kno there is difference between love and lust....two L words but each is different fromthe other...When sum1 is on da ropes i mean on dey last leg n sum1 helps u even though its all they hav they love u cuz dey wuld rather c u straight n dem struggle den to watch u struggle...make them do out of charcter shit to make sure u straight...ppl can giv u dey last n in return cant even get the time of day wit that person...realitity settles in rit ein front of ur face...u kno it cuz u feel it, as u watch this person smile in ur face and as u hear them lie to u and say they love you...have u ever heard a heart break??? naw cuz its a different kind of pain...a pain that makes u wonder why??? But theres also karma...she plays a huge role in relationships...n doesnt care how u feel...so im askin u can u tell me y is that even though u feel sum1 u love doesnt care bout u as much as u do them y is it so hard to move on to nothing???

took the top back so nothings on my mind

yo world leme ask yall sumthang...has something been on ur mind before so bad that weneva u stop u think about it...not so much a good thought but something that bothers u??? I mean u try and relax and nurish ur mind with new thoughts happy thoughts memories but sumhow that thought cumes bac to ur head...u cant help but think about it and entertain it...sumtimes u mad wen u think bout it but ova times u sad wen u think bout it?? Dont get me wrong i didnt hav a bad life i jus have my ups and downs lik everybody else, but the weird thing is i typically seem to hav more downs then ups...not so much a bad thing but it makes me strong...but it dont help u wen hav something on ur brain that came from ur heart and problems taking u down...i can smile though and keep my head up cuz lik tupac said there'll b better dayz...

wonder wen it'll b better dayz for me

-Aye E