Sunday, June 28, 2009

born to lose, built to win

Yo world dis post aint bout juelz cd but literaly he's right when ur born into this world your born to lose whether its through bad decesions, ppl taking you down, or you jus plain flat out not doing rite by others...people will always be used...although you maybe used doesnt always mean that your being used negatively...u can be used positively and i love when i use ppl to get what i want whether it be negative or positive...I am who i am and i wont change for anybody...came from nuffin to something and 98% of the people i meet and build a relationship sum how find a way to break you make u upset, take ur self esteem down, question ppls wants/ideals/purpose for dealing with you. People will always let you down in one way or another or now or later but you cant blame them you can only blame urself for letting them into ur mind enuff that they can affect your mood/emtions/thought/feelings. Someone special that with all thats gone on i kno really truley cares about me and my feelings told me u cant choose who you love but u can choose your friends and its smarter to choose no friends and not fall in love with someone because nowadays ppl are scandolous and the whole idea of really being with someone for love is pretty much out the window...ppl are human and humans can adapt to changes...relationships with ppl nowadays are only for advancement in your life...My circle of friends associates etc. has gotten so tight and small that it aint even funny id rather b by myself and wonder what ppl feel wen they hav a genuine relationship then to keep tryin find a genuine relationship...i offer to much to ppl and giv ppl to much of myself to get put on my ass everytime and made a fool of...Lik i told her after she tatted me its all about me n no one else i appreciate da fact she has always shown her true colors n their colors are good n bad but bearable...but we both agreed on not letting each ova in but relying on each ova i appreiate her for that and as for me? well lets jus say im startin from square one with myself and rebuildin...money money money dats all dats on my mind fuck everything else...One day all of you fuck face bastards gon c me n wish ya'll was true to me cuz wat goes around comes around lik most o fya'll will someday find out...but even though everybodys life doesnt end well n some ppl never recieve gud shit for their gud intentions and behavior ill b content with my life n carry on my own agenda...
-Aye E
Dis world evil so i say fuck the world not the people...well matter fact fuck dem too

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