Yo world the one thing about people who have made a successful life and live happy dream big. I always day dream. If there's a chance or a thought pops in my head i always jus run wit it because theres no telling what you can pull from that dream and apply to life. Most of my drawings come from day dreams. I sumtimes picture a place so nice that i cant physically draw it but i can paint a picture perfect inmy mind. I tend to believe you cant set limitations on your dreams. And the music calms me down. I usually sit on my computer and let my itunes run on shuffle and listen closely and enjoy. The one thing that really makes me feel good is music i can relate to. Makes me feel lik im not the only one goin thru the things i go thru. ITs kinda crazy how sum1 u neva meet or know can feel the exact same way as you. God works in mysterious ways fareal. But for every thing i feel was bad that happen to me, my bestfriend said dat when God closes a door he opens a window, and maybe the window aint on the first floor but mayb the second but you cant jus sit and wait for it. I kinda feel lik there is no such thing as destiny. Nothing is promised to you except death. So in my eyes we make our own destiny. We make our own choices and we sleep in our own beds after we make em. People always tell you to neva bottle your emtions...what choice do you have wen u dont litter and theres no where to pour it out though? I can remember days wen my shit was down and out i wuld fareal be hurt n no matter what time it was u got up. I also rememeber a time where even though u may not have been there exactly at the time i needed u u made it an effort to make up for it. Its kinda funny how the table's have kinda turned on that. I mean sumtimes i look and im jus confused at such a beautiful diaster. Call her that because everythang that she has goin is clouded by insecurities that shuldn't b an issue, which may sumtimes hold her back from showing how good of a person she is. Though not to me anymore, she does go over and beyond for the people she cares about. As long as you a friend or brotha or sista you good! boyfriend....not so much lol. jus playin but mayb the time we had that made us close was because of a situation where you really couldnt be out. MAyb if that never happen we prolly wuldnt hav ever been that close. It sumwhat amuses me wen i read her blogs or twitter. I look at her post n realize this gurl has no idea what she wants lol. She wants to go left but went right and is no contemplating on turnin back to go left. Those were the times. But its past n now is memories. she gets mad wen she reads my blog. cuz she knows how i think so she prolly figures out where im goin before she gotten to the first sentence. sometimes she doesnt lik my thoughts and how i feel about things but respects em nonetheless i guess. you wana talk day dreams, naw you dont wana talk that. I got day dreams to alot include u to. but in mine im not ur bestfriend...
-Alley E
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