the storytellers

"Life is a blank page. You hold the pen and write your own story"
I love hearin this statement because out of anythang I believe this the most. People who fail @ life gave up n didn't wana keep going on. People who succeed go above and beyond to get where they want to be. Personally I live my life as I see fit. If I wana do it I do it cuz u only live once n once u die who knos wat dere is to do. I write my own story n I don't believe in destiny I think everythang happens for a reason tho. I make my best effort to do the things that make me happy. I smoke I drink I laugh I fight I have a good time all da time. My ma always says she worries bout me n can't undastand y I don't stop doin da things I do. She asked me last nite how do I think the things I do n risks I take effect her. Cuz she told me if sumthang happens to me cuz of me stayin in da street shell neva forgive me. I tell her all da time ima b ok, but who am I to lie to her? I don't kno wats gon happen but I'm addicted to this life n lik drake said its gon b hard to quit. My mind tells me to jus stop but my heart says do wat makes u happy. I don't follow my mind I follow my heart because I'm not one to follow in sum1s footsteps cuz deres only one God and I'm not tryin b him I'm tryin b jus plain old alley boy e. Don't get me wrong I believe in God but I don't agree wit sumthangs in da bible all da time and I personally feel that you can't pick and choose which things out da bible u wana follow and I don't ever claim to be a good catholic neitha. Everythang dat seems wrong normally feels right and I have a feelin that God wants me to be happy and how can I b happy doin everythang dat doesn't make me happy? I live life with no regrets and I ask for forgiveness for my past sins n the future ones that I will commit. If Gods all merciful n understandin is it too much to for me to be happy wit wat I do? I wuldnt force my views on life or religion on any1 because to each his own. But as for me ima keep writin dis story of mine and as God as my witness one day he will be proud of me. I was put on dis earth for a reason and when I find it out ill be sure to let the story end with wat dat is. God knows my intentions are good its jus my actions aren't but can u punish a bad soul wit a good heart?
-Alley Boy E