BMW sick as fuck take this bitch to the vet n check her pulse n put her in the ER! Wow I think i love her BUR! lol o yea heres sum good old jay for yall hope yall downloaded that j cole joint and ummm im outtie!
"A face of stone, was shocked on the other end of the phone Word back home is that you had a special friend So what was oh so special then? You have given away without gettin at me That's your fault, how many times you forgiven me? How was I to know that you was plain sick of me? I know the way a nigga livin was whack But you don't get a nigga back like that! Shit I'm a man with pride, you don't do shit like that You don't just pick up and leave and leave me sick like that You don't throw away what we had, just like that" -Song Cry by Jay Z
I fuck wit this CD cover hard as shit its dope as fuck and the concept on it is cool as hell. Mayb cuz im stuck on dis adam and eve concept. smell me street fam? So here's 88-keys mixtape "Death of Adam" kinda old mixtape so i forgot to blog about it its pretty dope i'll see if i can scope up the link for it but no promises lol. Anyway i dont really fuck wit the internet but bitches be on it lik nicorate stuck to they arm lik ciggarettes, are you really fuckin dat much you aint meet a real nigga" -Kanye West ft. Common, Tablib Kawli i forget the name of the song but im not sure if those are the accurate lyrics either lol. O yea on another note idk if yall peeped that new Varsity jacket from Supreme [bitch] lol but it goes hard as fuck i gotta get my bread up... peep heem can you say dope as jacket man im tryin tell u id fuck em up wit these joint here Anyway game day so we bouta get it in! Beer, tree, n family affairs. Yall fuckin wit it find me if you can lol...
-Alley E O yea for my cuzzo keep ya head up we not even worried bout dem ova niggas we gettin money over here what da fuck dey doin? laugh n smoke tree about! We spazin out all wild n crazy LMAO!
I wrote a whole blog about how im feelin bout my current situations but i jus erased the whole thing and decided im not gon post bout her no more, she has her own blog and im not gon worry bout sum1 who aint worried bout me. Ima jus post the things that i like or catch my attention, and pictures from my daily adventures. Hope yall still follow me n read my shit. Anyway with the release of the flu games, it made me wana cop sum 12's real bad so i coped a pair of retro 12's...they need sum attention and work so im bringin em back to life and will post the pics of the reconstruction. heres the flu games rite here...
in case your wondering y there called the flu games in 1997 MJ played a playoff game against the Utah Jazz scoring 38 points with the flu. can you say dedicated? anywho here they are... here's my retros that i will be reconstructing Got my work cut out for myself lol Also CD in the disc changer today Paper Trail by TI...love this CD Song to Enjoy: No Matter What [official video]
Go ahead and check it out and download the cd and enjoy yall.
Also on a sidenote what is it about people n their weaknesses? What makes people either cant say no or feel bad wen they do say no? I dont really lik sayin no to people ebut i dont hesitate to. I hide everythang so its pretty hard to tell whether im in a good standing or a bad standing but normally wen im lifted im on a balanced feelin. I feel betta then i do at my low points but i aint necesarily at my high points. Prolly wen ull c my smiles sneak out and run away as soon as they came.
i watched as she looked at me today and i could see that she sees how much everythang she does hurts me. Tried to explain y she doesnt want me to go but for sum reason i feel lik it shuldnt hold any weight but sumhow it does. Everythang thats ever happen she have made be like fuck it n move one lik a usually do but sumthang holds me back despite what i hear n how she slam lies to me. Almost lik she has no conscience. what kanye say...lost his haert to a woman so heartless...but im the "heartbreak nigga" right? Anyway J cole cd im really fuckin wit it its on in my car now n its bouta play while i hit this L...
Yo wats gud world so its now 11:43 i been up since 7:30am I been on moves all morning but i aint tired actually kinda glad i got up early. Cuz today seem lik a new day. Before i went to sleep last nite I prayed. I kno its out my character to pray before i go to sleep but i asked God to show me the way. Show me who's real and who's fake. Show me the people who here for me and the people who here for the ride. Never fails i see the light! Lol Im really feeling good wit my new start im doin a new everythang nowaday new number, new focus, new perspective at these bitches, n hopefully a new location out cali u smell me fool? But today I got dat J-Cole mixtape in case you dont kno who C-Jole is he is one of the new artist on rockafella. Da nigga is nice tho so if you not wit it get wit it or get left behind like my past! But i like the mixtape's name "The Warm Up" lol culdnt have dropped this mixtape at a better time u smell me! Cuz for these past 19yrs i just been getting warmed up! Now its time to show the world what i got and make these clown ass niggas n bitches mad cuz dey missed the train. My cuzzin use to tell me theres a reason people didnt make it to your future. I told him its cuz dey culdnt make the cut! wasnt tough enuff. But success is never promised and u gotta work for it so here i am working for everythang i hav and get. Nuttin handed to me and rely on my own shit nobody else shit. So 2010 im ready for you. O n case u were wonderin blogspot....
YES AYE E IS BACK...but now he's ALLEY E dey gave me a new name round da way so ima run wit a new name too.
-Alley E
ps. i will post the link to download the J Cole mixtape later tonight once i post it up there.
o yea i brushed my teeth for em n i hope dey did too before they kiss da baby
Yo world so today i decided to post one more song from Wale CD Attention Deficit and thats the song contemplate. I know somebody out there gon feel this song on sum real shit. Whether you da one wondering or the "drunk and hot gurl" lol. I like how the song feels no bull, wish i wasnt in tune wit the song but i am so fuck it. Heres the song and the lyrics are posted below if you dont wana listen but you should listen to the song and read the lyrics that way you understand the song more...smell me fool?
Who am I living for'
Is this my limit' Can I Endure some more' Chances are giving Questions existing Hey sweetheart, wassup boo whatchu up to' more club moves' i call her, no answer her phone in the bag, she dancing its four now, the clubs over i call her, but oh hold up yall know what' ignore button or the phone die, thats less hope for it' that damier bag i bought her caught the attention of those niggas on it that cellphone that i bought is probably filled with some other niggas numbers so it leads me to wonder why do i still promise to love her' cut me off every time im talking which means she ain't never hear nothing i say "stay", she wanna leave she get her point across so i gotta let her be ima let her be by herself in peace but five years from now i bet she see when the club gets played the things you crave are no longer escapes and no longing for dates you want a husband, but no one has a cape now you wonder and wait and i aint trying to hear what you wanting to say it feels good to be over you, babe so play this shit while you contemplate,
contemplate,
contemplate so play this shit while you contemplate so play this shit while you contemplate Who am I living for' Is this my limit' Can I endure some more' Chances are giving Questions existing Who am I living for' Is this my limit' Can I endure some more' Chances are giving them people, they talking them lights, they on me this life i chose but i aint know, til i found it to be honest, im modest one hater for every nigga on it one day everybody is applauding the next day you is everybody target why bother' why talk to em' where God at' i need to call Him my knees on the ground, Dear Father don't let me break, please make me stronger how much longer, will it linger' well my heart is giving will they believe it when my song is over will they need me' watch how quickly they find a new leader questioning the whole meaning in the viper room with just me and river phoenix with courtney love and late washington with a note there and im thinking of reading this aint her, chris benoit heath ledger said the nights gonna be dark feel the size of a fellas how ima know apollo theater i might just not go franky lymon the lime light gets old cold so in a while im schitzo i cant cope, i cant think i cant breathe, this aint me this aint easy, im thinking am i doing this for them or me' i cant think, am i doing this for them or me' Who am I living for' Is this my limit' Can I endure some more' Chances are giving Questions existing Who am I living for' Is this my limit' Can I endure some more' Chances are giving Questions existing
Also on a side note i wana address these mafuckas who sayin dey made me. Leme start by sayin aint none of you mafuckas make me shit if anythang i made a lot of yall niggas cuz u'da thought i was one of yall tongues da way i stay in yall mouths man. I hear bitches say nobody would know who i am if i didnt talk to them...bitch kiss da baby wit that shit in case yall bitches forgot i was always wit more den one bitch and i was knockin hoes down lik laila ali. So lets not forgot u cant tie me to any of yall bitches yall damn sure wasnt the ones puttin in work lik i was, but hey yall mouths got me more bodies as ur scandolous friends would line up to fuck me after yall said yall two cents about my game. and dez niggas know wats up try me get more den a E for effort on sum real shit. I got sum hot shit for you and deres no games round my way. which is y round my way dey call me a Southeast savage.
I brushed my teeth for yall, and i made my bitch do da same so wen u smile i make her smile back
Yo world the one thing about people who have made a successful life and live happy dream big. I always day dream. If there's a chance or a thought pops in my head i always jus run wit it because theres no telling what you can pull from that dream and apply to life. Most of my drawings come from day dreams. I sumtimes picture a place so nice that i cant physically draw it but i can paint a picture perfect inmy mind. I tend to believe you cant set limitations on your dreams. And the music calms me down. I usually sit on my computer and let my itunes run on shuffle and listen closely and enjoy. The one thing that really makes me feel good is music i can relate to. Makes me feel lik im not the only one goin thru the things i go thru. ITs kinda crazy how sum1 u neva meet or know can feel the exact same way as you. God works in mysterious ways fareal. But for every thing i feel was bad that happen to me, my bestfriend said dat when God closes a door he opens a window, and maybe the window aint on the first floor but mayb the second but you cant jus sit and wait for it. I kinda feel lik there is no such thing as destiny. Nothing is promised to you except death. So in my eyes we make our own destiny. We make our own choices and we sleep in our own beds after we make em. People always tell you to neva bottle your emtions...what choice do you have wen u dont litter and theres no where to pour it out though? I can remember days wen my shit was down and out i wuld fareal be hurt n no matter what time it was u got up. I also rememeber a time where even though u may not have been there exactly at the time i needed u u made it an effort to make up for it. Its kinda funny how the table's have kinda turned on that. I mean sumtimes i look and im jus confused at such a beautiful diaster. Call her that because everythang that she has goin is clouded by insecurities that shuldn't b an issue, which may sumtimes hold her back from showing how good of a person she is. Though not to me anymore, she does go over and beyond for the people she cares about. As long as you a friend or brotha or sista you good! boyfriend....not so much lol. jus playin but mayb the time we had that made us close was because of a situation where you really couldnt be out. MAyb if that never happen we prolly wuldnt hav ever been that close. It sumwhat amuses me wen i read her blogs or twitter. I look at her post n realize this gurl has no idea what she wants lol. She wants to go left but went right and is no contemplating on turnin back to go left. Those were the times. But its past n now is memories. she gets mad wen she reads my blog. cuz she knows how i think so she prolly figures out where im goin before she gotten to the first sentence. sometimes she doesnt lik my thoughts and how i feel about things but respects em nonetheless i guess. you wana talk day dreams, naw you dont wana talk that. I got day dreams to alot include u to. but in mine im not ur bestfriend...
My name is Erik Michael Holden but you can call me E. I read alot but nothin important. I lost my heart to the streets now my hearts in the streets. Yes I was the dinosaur that played in I Robot. Yes I was the polar bear in finding nemo.
