Knock You Down

B&SS
This video is a prime example of it thanx for showing it to me SS
Keri Hilson Feat Kanye West & Ne-yo

Knock You Down ( Official Music Video ) - KERI HILSON feat KANYE WEST & NE-YO

She'll bust da windows out ur car!!!!!

Wats gud ya'll been a min. i kno but SS been pressin me to update so ima give ya'll alil something...
Yea so idk who's heard but my nigga Juelz Santana is back on his grizzy wit da cooked crack!!!!
I had got my hands on his latest mixtape about a week ago
"Santanuary"

Dis shit is cooked crack!!!! all white no tan or brown in dis crack its lik sierra leone diamonds baby no flaws so what you want i got it all...
-Aye E
Man if you haven't copped dis cd yet you needa go head and stop bullshittin and get back on top ya shit!!!!
Heres the track list...

Also my man Fab brushed his shoulders off and dropped his next mixtape too...which again is anotha ball of crack...

CD is on the 1!!!
Next i hada take you sucka niggas back who rememebas the fresh prince? Fuck a tv show i mean the rapper DJ Jazzy Jeff and the Fresh Prince???
I'm talkin homebase LP!!!!

Man its been a pleasure giving ya'll dis crack call me gucci mane da trappa cuz im servin straight crack on dis blog!!!

Aye E the banger

If you aint kno WE SHINEIN!!!!!!!!

B4 i go I kno a gurl who'll bust the windows out ur car if u try holla at me lol

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Does any1 ever get the feelin of jus bein alone??? Sometimes i feel alone...i wonder y things happen to me i wonder y da ppl i count on let me down i use to get upset wen ppl acted the way the did toward me...throughout my life ive had alot of fair weather friends that i thought we're my real friends...i've learned in the 19yrs of my life that majority of my friends i grew up wit dont even kno about my past...In all my yrs man i've come to really realize there's one person in my life who i can never doubt for a fact is one of my best friends, more den a brother to me. Mike Douglas Linder...I met him 4yrs ago dis is my nigga he never let me down he always had my back...niggas tried to fake on me he was ready to wreck wit me n not watch while i get jumped lik ova niggas did. Wen i was out wildin for respect wit chicks my man told me cool my jets dats my man for real. I really do wish sometimes dat i meet him yrs ago wen i was a kid...but my nigga really makes up for the lack of role models i have in my life i kno no matter wat i do my son gon hav my back its nuffin i cant tell him cuz i kno he'll understand me wen i explain myself man no homo but i love my nigga Mike idk how far id b if i never met dat nigga n to this day even though we not chillin everyday like we use to he still my man 100grand...dats my brova for life i'd kill 4 my nigga n die for dat nigga dats my man 100 grand hustle.

Its about 3 in da morning tryin leave wit sumthang hot!!!

Ok so it's actually 4:04am and i'm just gettin home from work im BEAT!!! tired as fuck but there's lots of good news wit me being so tired! I've had so much time to sit and write out what i'm do wit myself over the next 3years...I WILL NOT POST THE LIST YET...i wana fix a few things but i will post it eventually, and also this situation thats been racking my brain for a couple days i've made my deciesion and i'm contempt with it, and i got overtime for staying so late at work so now all my hours are overtime til saturday wen da pay period ends but da check gon b on point please believe dat!!! I'm on da come up ladies and gentlemen!!!! but anyway i'm tired im beat n i'm still fuckin sick, and da medicine is kickin in so nite, well goodmorning but ima jus say goodnite...at nite i dream of ur face
Aye E

do i eva cross ur mind

So today i woke up sick as a dog...I have a fever of 102, sore throat, headache dats been bothering me all day, my body HURTS SO BAD!!!! i keep throwing up and i feel weak as shit...
I really need a backrub and sum1 to take care of me!!!! I also got this situation on my mind lik its really got me thinking bout wat im goin to do...lik part of me kno what ima do but i have to decide for myself was this for me and if so how to handle it i talk to big ppl yestaday and today and everybody seems to see what i mean and there are a bunch of mixed opinions but opinions are lik faces everybodys got one so now im sortin thru who advice legit and who advice shuld i leave at da door...but i kno what ima do but i jus gotta sit write it out, cuz everybody hear wat im sayin so one day or another ima get dis shit under control. Also blowin me...i had to work today and im sick which was hard as fuck man as i would walk around i would feel cold deni would b hot i literally started sweatin at one point...bein a manager sucks cuz u cant call out!!!! I think i got da flu from my bestie Rone' AYE 10TH 10TH N GANGSTA!!! anyway jus thought i'd let yall kno wats da dealy...before i go ima leave yall wit a song i been singin all day cuz of how much i been thinkin...
Eat gud, spend gud, Aye E...he's good
_aye E

and the world moves on...

Wats gud world had a bad day...will not b posting for awhile jus needa take a break for awhile idk how long but i keep sayin ima take a break but i dont cuz i keep gettin sucked back into a false cares, feelings, and words but i cant do it no more...dont look at you da same mostly likely never will...i neva let lil joints disrespect me or take me on emtional rolla coasters...lik my man said he waitin for da old Eazy E to come back and as soon as she gone he'll b back...Shawty i left her wit da bullshit she had packed up and ready to tell me cuz i aint tryin hear it no more...some ppl jus wild for respect and dats u shawty but i aint rockin lik my cuz said damn my nigga Eazy E, Aye E, Lil E from da Sota, The SE Savage is back!!! and he thankin God its been so long since we wilded out and 2maw at 24 wat u say fresh start da whole gangsta gon b dere all da sota n ya main man Aye E back...my bad to my friends i forgot our motto...

FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY CUZ YOULL ALWAYS LOSE MONEY CHASIN WOMEN BUT YOULL NEVA LOSE WOMAN CHASIN MONEY...and jus yestaday its funny how all my old joints hit me up lol but aye he's back and worse den eva...She jus sick da dogs on em' and dey gon hate her jus as much as i do wen dey realize da savage is back thanx to da good folks ova Sota and my family round da gangsta, my lil niggas ffrom everywhere i love ya'll and i kno you love me and yall was only lookin out for me cuz yall kno hoes aint up to nuffin but no good so here i am...

AYE E THE SE SAVAGE!!!!!

O and haters put a dick in ya ear and fuck wat ya heard...n u can too shawty

Excuse me miss but ur hands on my...

Wats gud world i kno i been gone for a min....lol everytime i say dat i always feel the need to say...
It's been a long time/i shuldn't have left you/wit out a song two step/too get your groove on/and make babies too...(dats mine so dont steal it lol)

But anyway heres wats been goin on for me and i got a new track for ya'll to hear well its old n i jus really sat n listened to the cd but anyway...i got ya'll here we go
So...
Lately i've been adjusting myself to my manager position at spencer's!!! WHOOT WHOOT!!!
O here's a wild true story so i got a gurl arrested at work yo here's the story...
So as everybody knows whowva been in a Spencer's knows we sell vibrators for women and stuff so i was over by that section helping customers and every customer that come in the store we have to greett and ask if they need help (which i personally get annoyed by wen im da customer but hey i undastand you gotta do your job...) but anyway so these two gurls walk in the store pretty decent looking and i ask if they need help and da gurl says "I'm looking for a good vibrator" and i was like ok we got tons of em right here( so i point to the wall with vibrators) and she says well i want one like that (and points to my pants) and i'm lik hold up shawty excuse me??? lol and she says lik that i wana buy that one...so i said "sorry shawty this one not for sale" and she said "damn well i wulda paid good money for that one( and starts to walk toward me) so i kinda move to the side so she can get by right...while she is walking by she grabs a handful of E's D!!!!! lol So i'm like whoa!!! so i thought to myself i wonder what would happen if i call security lol so i did and instead of security the police came lol and they arrested her and i had to fill out all this paper work about what happen and yada yada ya...lol omg da gurl was mad as fuck!!! blew her whole weekend sittin in jail!!! (if they even took her to jail)...
Wild ass story right???
Anyways now for those of you who dont kno I hav an obsession wit gurls wit tattoos, light skin, nice breast (ima breast man myself lol), and ja on da skinny side u can hav a lil gut dats kool wit me lol but omg My favorite joint right now is...
KAT VON D...


Soo tatted and so cute yung i'd wife dis lil joint and get my tiger in the jungle havin jungle fever on wit her lol
O by the way the track i'm puttin in yall ears is called "deathwish" by Jadakiss and Lil Wayne...
Open ya ears and shut ya mouth and listen to this magic...
fuck jadakiss part actually but here go wayne part and thats the crack cookin in the pot...

Death Wish (Wayne verse) - Lil Wayne

Real deal hollyfield shit i kno respect my man back lik cooked crack fresh out da pot all white no tan crack brick shit!!!!

O i forgot to say dis I'm on my martin shit i watch all da episodes now man dis use to be my shit growin up lol now its back on DVD o i gotta collect em all...

but dats all i got for yall catch me on da flip side....

the reoccuring dream

I kno its been awhile and my bad jus got alot of shit goin on and didnt have time to really blog i aint gon sit here and really give ya'll a blog neitha 2day but ima give ya'll and update on me and just alil bit of shit goin on wit me...

The Update...
-got a new job as a assitant manager at Spencer's...
-money lookin straight i mean real straight my account got bank in it right now...
-car still runnin and gettin me to A and B...
-I got a bunch of Martin DVD's da ova day...(love dat show real talk)
-my dog got spayed and the procedure went well and she is recoverin fine...
-my store opens up hopefully March 4 or 5...

The Bullshit...

Alot is real hectic rite now and my mind is real fucked up...ever feel lik you do all you can for others but dey dont do shit back for you??? I mean 4 yrs ago i wouldn't do shit for no1 and ppl use to always say "damn erik you a real asshole man...if you needed help i'd help you"...lol sike like shit weneva i need something you wouldn't believe the shit ppl comme up with to avoid helpin me back out...I really do give 200% to the people i care about but only recieve 50% back from dem...weneva ppl be like...

"Friend": damn E i need some bread can you help me out i swear i'll give it back
Erik: yea man i got u here go 20 even tho u asked for 10 but u only gotta give me 10 back its cool

-or-

"Friend": damn E im hungry can u go get me sumthang to eat...
Erik: Yea wat u want i got you
"Friend": Mcdonalds or Wendy's or Chick-Fil-A...etc.

-or-

"Friend": Erik i couldn't really bring you Christmas dis yr i couldn't get it togetha for you again next yr will be betta...
Erik: It's kool young i aint trippin

Young real talk I'm tired of giving to others and getting absolutly nuttin back...I'm out on my own now real talk im doin everythang for myself FUCK EVERYBODY ELSE AND WAT DEY ASKIN FOR IM GOIN JUST LIK YA'LL DO ME...CANT NEVER HELP ME OUT, CANT NEVER CHEER ME UP WEN IM DOWN BUT TELL ME DAT PEP TALK BULLSHIT, MAN FUCKIN KEEP IT REAL YOUNG I AINT GOT TIME FOR DAT MAN...CANT C ME CUZ OF DIS DAT AND DA THIRD SHAWTY AINT GOT TIME FOR IT...

Now For Da Title...

I've been having this dream for lik 2weeks not everynite but every ova nite it seems lik...First i'm tell you what i remember...All my "friends" and my ma n anotha person who remains nameless was all sittin in a room watchin a tv, from whihc i hear my voice speakin...all of em are cryin except one or 2 ppl...Da video is me tellin dem i left out to find myself i left my cell fone and bought a pager idk why but i did...I told them all i needed time to myself to figure things out for myself...i had money i guess cuz i wasn't in da DMV i was somewhere in North Carolina...but no1 knew dat i told dem i was gonna find myself and it was no tellin how long it was gonna take and i wasnt gonna give any of them the names of places i would be...soon i gave them the pager number and told em if dey wana get me page me and i might call back depends on how i feel and if i wana talk to them...Peridocally i would send postcards to all of them and give me lil details and pictures of me while i was away...da dream typically ends with me dying different ways:

1) car crash

2) suicide

3) i jus pass away from bein unhealthy

Bottom line da dream is not pleasant but real talk i really do feel like doin dat for awhile jus gettin away mayb after i graduate ima just leave up and pack my shit and jus dip out for awhile mayb its what i need idk but for riite now ima jus keep to myself and find a path i think i wana go cuz where i'm at i cant stand to be no more but i'ma get back mentally

I kno its been awhile but here's the question of the day...

Dont you wish you could go back to the days where you were a kid and there was nothing stressing you out you were literally care free???