Pressure

Fear not when, fear not why, fear not much while were alive, life is for living not living up tight, see ya somewhere up in the sky, fear not die, i’ll be alive for a million years, bye bye, so not for legends, I’m forever young my name shall survive through the darkest blocks, over kitchen stoves, over Pyrex pots, my name shall be passed down to generations while debating up in barber shops, young slung, hung here, shorty, the n-gga from here with a little ambition just what we can become here, and as the father passed his story down to his sons ears, younger kid, younger every year, yeah so if you love me baby this is how you let me know. don’t ever let me go, thats how you let me know, baby,

Forever Young by Jay Z

Blogspot,

I can honestly say that pressure was the worst thing ever created yo besides karma. When pressure is put on sumone its hard for them to even think right. Rite now my life is in shambles and it kills me to wake up everyday (im thankful i do) and deal with the pressures of life. I mean its jus so much shit goin on everyday its more bad news. Most people have some way of getting it out and before i did...i jus relaxed and looked at the stars n hit a blount but now it makes me even more sad and upset. I hate where my life is now but dey say once u hit rock bottom u cant go no where but up and also wen god closes a door he opens a window...I really do wish i had an outlet fareal jus to get the power i need to get from day to day...deres sumtimes where i go to sleep and i jus wish i culd stay sleep for the whole day. And its crazy how ppl will be all in ur face while u gud and nuffins goin on but when times get tuff n u not good at all den dem mafuckas hit ghost. I guess its true what they say outta sight outta mind. But if anythang i learned a long time ago nothing last forever...friends, family, relationships none of dat shit guaranteed so when you have nuffin left how do u keep on going??? Where can i get my power from cuz it seem to me dat everybody jus runnin my battery down and just leavein me wit low battery...

Aye yall pray for me cuz i really need dat shit yung

Rip...

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I kno yall walkin in heaven but dont forget me down here watch over me as a walk throught the shawdow of a vally of death and leade me and guide me and make sure the big man hears my prayers...

deep breath

-Aye E