Second wind

"cant be scared to fail, search for perfection"

-On to the next by Jay Z

Real live shit have you ever seen a beautiful disaster??? Not always a person but more like a situation. I've learned that its better to worry bout shit in da long run and not so much the "crack feeling" (rite here rite now, and naw i aint on crack jus blounts of exotic). But i mean real talk living life with worries has really put my life in da gutta fareal...but afta goin to church dis sunday and not to mention is the wealthest church in pg county, i really learned alot. I learned how everythang aint wat it seems but if sumthang is good you dont let ova shit ruin wat gud you have...you dig me now recently ive examined my temper, and those of you who dont kno me i have a serious temper me n my cuz lik to joke and call it the brown temper. everybody in my family has it jus sum peoples is higher than others. but in the end i let my temper get the best of me and control my life but not anymore you cant help what people do, say, or to a certain extent the things that happen to you. My ma tells me the best way to defeat a problem is to walk with high hopes and reassure urself that you can do anything you put ur mind too. Everyone is built in the image of God, am i correct? yes...so God is the strongest being, spirit, etc. which means we were built to be strong, born to lose but built to win. <-----true words in case you dont know...No one really knows what they want granted but everyone knonws what they like. Be who you are is what its about dont let others dictate wats cool, or how you shuld act, or what you should think. Naw jus show urself a good time and look at the glass half full cuz when it all comes down u'll realize how much stronger going thru everythang you endured in your life made you. They say take a leap of faith and let your wings guide you...but most of all as long as you live never say never (kinda contridictory [sp] because i jus said never twice but u get da point) and most of all dont give up on yourself, its always darkest b4 the dawn well deres sunny days and fun in the sun comming very soon jus wait your turn, and know some1 will help you to see the sunshine in your life...Now please let go and leave it in God's hands, he wont put you in a situation dat you cant handle...

-Aye E

I hope this helps someone who aint at 100% but believe me i've been at rock bottom and still only a couple centimeters away from it but im lookin at the glass half full and im ready to fill dat glass up, are you???

and remember dreams are where reality doesnt exist so dream big and large and set no limitations on your goals boo...you can do it and im here with you every step of the way, lets walk to the stars and look at the people we left behind, now be who i know you can be dont compromise your destiny, levita alize jenkins robinson im ready and i got the solution to all our problems...