"I cant promise that i'll change who i am but ill promise to become a better person"
This phrase sums up everythang im feelin right now. I look at myself and i kno im not perfect, sorry that im not. But in the bible it says "he who hath no sin cast the first stone." funny how alot of niggas still tryin sneak and throw stones, knowin dey got more sins den me. I kno what i am and what im not and i use to lose alot of sleep cuz i culdnt understand y people so quick to hang me for my mistakes and never acknowledge my good deeds. I guess what good you do is expected so people over look it and jus hold you to the wrongs you've comitted and its funny how they never let it go. Dont say you forgive someone if you really dont. but at the same time you cant hold a grudge cuz in the end you jus hurtin urself, wastin ur own energy. People hate to see you happy, and love to see you frown. I kno alot of people real happy wit me rite now cuz a nigga down and out but dont worry mafuckas im cummin back for the fisrt time lik ludacris and ima make sumthang happen. Funny thing is watch how mafuckas gon tryfuck wit me when im happy n doin good. Its always lik dat aint it people aint around during the storm but quick to fuck wit u on a sunny day. HAHAHAHA! Killin em softly is what ill do then. But i got a smile on my face though! So here i am world hate a nigga who livin his life!
"Shit I'm going through it, Ma dukes too, tears stramin down her pretty face she got her palms too it, my life is getting to wild, i needa bring some sort of calm too it, im bouta lose it, my niggas screamin dont do it"
This Cant be Life by Jay Z
-Aye E
the truth is that there isn't an answer. People need to learn to let go so they can grow. Someone who treats you like crap consistently doesn't love you :(
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