Sunday, November 29, 2009

U ever get the feeling...?

Yo world sumtimes wen i look at things in my life i sumtimes get the feelings lik ive been gettin doped and tricked alot. I normally am not that quick to believe things until ive heard from mutiple sources that are reliable. I typically feel lik people see as me as someone im not. people call me popular i consider myself a loaner. some people swear i dig gurls out all da time but i was raised but a woman dat aint me. wateva people may believe about me a lot of times people underestimate da lil people who really fuck wit hard and kno people. Theres a sayin that i lik its...
"All things down in the dark shall come to the light"
One thing i believe about myself is that i can keep it 100. Alot of people fuck wit me cuz i keep it 100. Not everybody agrees wit how i feel but they can understand it. I respect people that keep it 100. People lik that get the best of me. And ive always been the type of person that if i fuck wit u hard den if im eatin everybody eatin. Jus the way i am. Anybody dat know me kno that if i got it dey got it to. Im not sweet for it neither so dont think that at all but if u need me to get u out da way i do dat. Sumtimes people take my kindness for a weakness and try me. I can tell u now that's not a gud idea, never has been and never will be. Sometimes i wonder how my life got the way it did. Not complainin but thats jus the way it is. My childhood was the best. MY high school days were good i wuldnt change too much but a couple thangs. but u cant live wit regrets i guess so fuck it. Nowadays i wuld change alot fareal nd i hate that i have to say that but i would. I hada talk wit one of my x's da ova day she told me that im a one of a kind person and to be wit me you gotta be a one and a kind gurl. She said she knows she isnt her cuz she cant handle the lifestyle i live. Very fast paced and alot of attention. She said the gurl who does get me whoa to her and a hats off...i laughed about it cuz i kind see it as true. I have a different mind as i like to believe then most. I can look past alot of things n bring the gud out of sumbody. Even though sum of my x's blow me i fuck wit em hard, cuz dey all kno me well. Each in they own special way. Wen i need sumthang i always kno i can call on em. A lot of yall looked out for me this summer wen i anigga aint have a job and sumtimes a place to stay well jus one but naw mean. but with each of them i culd feel where they let me down. Each one worse den the other but still yall get love from me. Even though naw yall fuck wit the skeeches that use to occupy yall nite ime lol but yall still fuck wit me. Seem lik no matter how wrong i did yall yall still had my back. alot of yall got my highest honor. ecept a few some of yall can eat a AIDS dick. but sumtimes i listen to what people tell me cuz i know one thing if i dont kno anythang else...and that is people talk. But if u dont give em sumthang to talk bout den ur jus another person dey kno. And people are famous for word of mouth, so wen i do say thing to sumbody please kno that i kno more then you think i kno, i do my research and get facts(names, dates, how yall met, etc) I know u think im stupid but i was born at night not las nite nigga. But hey he got his stello back and he back lik he never left. pics from da club will be cummin soon to a facebook near you! lol
-alley E

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