Second wind

"cant be scared to fail, search for perfection"

-On to the next by Jay Z

Real live shit have you ever seen a beautiful disaster??? Not always a person but more like a situation. I've learned that its better to worry bout shit in da long run and not so much the "crack feeling" (rite here rite now, and naw i aint on crack jus blounts of exotic). But i mean real talk living life with worries has really put my life in da gutta fareal...but afta goin to church dis sunday and not to mention is the wealthest church in pg county, i really learned alot. I learned how everythang aint wat it seems but if sumthang is good you dont let ova shit ruin wat gud you have...you dig me now recently ive examined my temper, and those of you who dont kno me i have a serious temper me n my cuz lik to joke and call it the brown temper. everybody in my family has it jus sum peoples is higher than others. but in the end i let my temper get the best of me and control my life but not anymore you cant help what people do, say, or to a certain extent the things that happen to you. My ma tells me the best way to defeat a problem is to walk with high hopes and reassure urself that you can do anything you put ur mind too. Everyone is built in the image of God, am i correct? yes...so God is the strongest being, spirit, etc. which means we were built to be strong, born to lose but built to win. <-----true words in case you dont know...No one really knows what they want granted but everyone knonws what they like. Be who you are is what its about dont let others dictate wats cool, or how you shuld act, or what you should think. Naw jus show urself a good time and look at the glass half full cuz when it all comes down u'll realize how much stronger going thru everythang you endured in your life made you. They say take a leap of faith and let your wings guide you...but most of all as long as you live never say never (kinda contridictory [sp] because i jus said never twice but u get da point) and most of all dont give up on yourself, its always darkest b4 the dawn well deres sunny days and fun in the sun comming very soon jus wait your turn, and know some1 will help you to see the sunshine in your life...Now please let go and leave it in God's hands, he wont put you in a situation dat you cant handle...

-Aye E

I hope this helps someone who aint at 100% but believe me i've been at rock bottom and still only a couple centimeters away from it but im lookin at the glass half full and im ready to fill dat glass up, are you???

and remember dreams are where reality doesnt exist so dream big and large and set no limitations on your goals boo...you can do it and im here with you every step of the way, lets walk to the stars and look at the people we left behind, now be who i know you can be dont compromise your destiny, levita alize jenkins robinson im ready and i got the solution to all our problems...

Drake-Fear

yo on sum real shit this song real as shit and yea shawty u feel lik it aint a waste of time but its da wrong time but i kno fareal it culdnt be better time cuz i kno u need me more den ever before n vice versa shawty...dont fear u destiny to be great SS...

Dont believe the lies.
Look me in my eyes.
Please dont be scared of me.
Please dont be scared of me.
I remember you.
This feeling isnt new.
So please dont be scared of me.
Please dont be scared of me.
...
"And I been getting high to balance out the lows"
Fear by Drake
-Aye E aka Booka da wild child

Straight like that classic

she know who dis directed to throwback classic for you and a throwback memory...


remember dis???

Classic Throwback

Dope song, i know its been a long time cummin but i know change gon cum...

This song gives ya boy faith...
hope it does for you too...

now for sum sour diesiel and work...
-Aye E

Bittersweet poetry

has anyone had a case of bittersweet poetry???? its a blower no bullshit when you know u want sumthang but it dont happen how u want...its funny i use to joke and kid about this song but i like it so much maybe cuz it does apply to us...idk. I rememeber sayin damn yo no bull but this line here i culd see us doin lol (its jus a joke though)...

"Have you ever felt you ever want to kill her And you mixed them emotions with Tequila And you mix that with a little bad advice On one of them bad nights y'all have a bad fight And you talkin about her family her aunts and shit And she say motherfucker your mama's a bitch You know domestic drama and shit All the attitude I'll never hit a girl but I'll shake the shit out of you But ima be the bigger man Big pimpin like jigga man Oh i guess i figure its..."

bittersweet!!!!!!

Doesnt everybody jus wish they could have their cake and eat it too or shit would jus go how its supposed to???

but this aint a fairy tale so its rarely a happy ending but its bittersweet though ill tell you dat much....

Pressure

Fear not when, fear not why, fear not much while were alive, life is for living not living up tight, see ya somewhere up in the sky, fear not die, i’ll be alive for a million years, bye bye, so not for legends, I’m forever young my name shall survive through the darkest blocks, over kitchen stoves, over Pyrex pots, my name shall be passed down to generations while debating up in barber shops, young slung, hung here, shorty, the n-gga from here with a little ambition just what we can become here, and as the father passed his story down to his sons ears, younger kid, younger every year, yeah so if you love me baby this is how you let me know. don’t ever let me go, thats how you let me know, baby,

Forever Young by Jay Z

Blogspot,

I can honestly say that pressure was the worst thing ever created yo besides karma. When pressure is put on sumone its hard for them to even think right. Rite now my life is in shambles and it kills me to wake up everyday (im thankful i do) and deal with the pressures of life. I mean its jus so much shit goin on everyday its more bad news. Most people have some way of getting it out and before i did...i jus relaxed and looked at the stars n hit a blount but now it makes me even more sad and upset. I hate where my life is now but dey say once u hit rock bottom u cant go no where but up and also wen god closes a door he opens a window...I really do wish i had an outlet fareal jus to get the power i need to get from day to day...deres sumtimes where i go to sleep and i jus wish i culd stay sleep for the whole day. And its crazy how ppl will be all in ur face while u gud and nuffins goin on but when times get tuff n u not good at all den dem mafuckas hit ghost. I guess its true what they say outta sight outta mind. But if anythang i learned a long time ago nothing last forever...friends, family, relationships none of dat shit guaranteed so when you have nuffin left how do u keep on going??? Where can i get my power from cuz it seem to me dat everybody jus runnin my battery down and just leavein me wit low battery...

Aye yall pray for me cuz i really need dat shit yung

Rip...

lil amp

phil

Dre

Q

lil gus

melvin

looch

I kno yall walkin in heaven but dont forget me down here watch over me as a walk throught the shawdow of a vally of death and leade me and guide me and make sure the big man hears my prayers...

deep breath

-Aye E

Eve

"Lights is blinding, girls need blinders so they can step out of bounds quick, the side lines is blind with casualties, who sipping life casually, then gradually become worse, don’t bite the apple Eve, caught up in the in crowd, now your in-style, and in the winter gets cold en vogue with your skin out, the city of sin is a pity on a whim, good girls gone bad, the cities filled with them, Mommy took a bus trip and now she got her bust out, everybody ride her, just like a bus route, Hail Mary to the city your a Virgin, and Jesus can’t save you life starts when the church ends, came here for school, graduated to the high life, ball players, rap stars, addicted to the limelight, MDMA got you feeling like a champion, the city never sleeps better slip you a Ambien"

Empire State of Mind by Jay Z

Yo wats good world i named this post Eve cuz its about a person who i wana call eve. As you all know (or if u dont ull learn now) Adam n Eve da story...adam represented men and eve represented women so we have a base rite???...Adam and Eve. Now adam and Eve were in love they culdnt be happier dey knew wat each ova liked n how to get thru problems for adam n eve is was more lik which tree we gon eat from today but dey were good together n lik anything good it has haters which in Adam and Eve's case was the devil...now the devil came from way left field and when it came from way left field Adam was like who is you talkin to my wife tellin her non sense bout Adam n his God...Even though Adam talk shit not aloud but to himself he still followed Eve even wen he knew it was wrong...We all know how that story ends and when it was all said and done Eve realized she lost out Adam knew though before cuz he saw the potential way before hand he was disappointed i could tell you...

But lik everyone who heard that story thought...
"Dont bite the apple eve..."

Now im not tryin compare myself or any1 i know to Adam n eve im jus sayin its a story and it can relate to how some people feel...dey dont want you to bite the apple and lose your innocence ya smell me???

-Aye E