Throwback Classic

HOV shut this song down i fuck wit dis joint hard as shit...

In case ayll niggas aint hip thug motivation comes out 2maw get ya ass in ya cars n fight the snow and get that thang...

enjoy

-Alleyboy E

Fear

Ppl may not kno exactly how much influence fear has on da human. Wen sumone is in fear their thoughts are in da face of fear. Wen ppl are in fear they panic. Great example is this snow storm that has hit DC. Wen they first started announcing snow ppl flowed stores to get the things they needed food, liquor, n movies. They fear that they won't b able to get these things later so out of fear they prepare themselves for the worse. Fear is a form of pressure that is on da person. We fear that things won't go right, so we set ourselves up to avoid failuare or misfortune. But we need risks bcuz wat if u were sure of everythang in ur life? Itd b pretty borin. Wat if jordan never played da game cuz he feared hed never make it? What if sammy sosa or mark mcguire never played baseball? People fear greatness but only great people conquor dere fears. But if u don't challenge ur fears hoW do u kno if u missing sumthang dat culd b great?

Highs & Low's-Kid Cudi

A song released yesterday that cudi did a couple years ago i really enjoy it and makes me feel good cuz it literally sums up my perspective on trees...cuz i be blowing mad trees LOL

-Alley E

Back-Pac Div

Everytime i hear this song i think of you shawty
if yall niggas not hip to pac div den u needa get ur fanny pack on smell me
check out ther blog wen u get a chance...click below for direct link
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anyway without further adue heres my song Back by Pac div

O jus a lil info on me the top 5 websites i check out everyday uhmmm....

the hundreds blog

kanye west blog

pac div blog(link is above)

hypebeast

-Alley E

because it hurts

Tell me what u kno bout pain? Waking up everynite in a cold sweat? Sumtimes not goin to sleep cuz ur mind is so heavy wit pain u jus can't sleep? I put the blanket over my shoulders cuz its a cold world. I hav a huge trust problem. Which makes it so I struggle to believe sum1 wants to do gud by me. I always try to tell myself I'm too blessed to be stressed. Y am I liein to myself. Ova da past year I've lost 4friends n I'm slowly losin one of da closest my grandma...I sumhow messed up my thang wit her to. But I can't explain y I can't do what my body wants. The brain is powerful n mysterious. It controls ur actions. The brain knows wat da heart wants n does wat da heart asks. I look at my lost friends tombstones n wonder if everythang is everythang there. I hope it aint no beefs up in heaven no hoods no guns to take my mans away. TCB n backYard playevery nite n dey always rockin. I hope dat joint dat had ur hert on earth still loves u n yall b reunited again. The demons in me put pictures of death n suicide in my ming but my strongwill won't let me. Idk whod b hurt modt or betta yet @ all my kife wen I looked @ it half a year ago wasn't dat bad I was haPpy. Sometimes its nice for sumbody to heal those pains. But no one can cuz I culdnt tell u where to strt so I ask again wat is pain n how long will it rule my sleep...

california dreamin

I think everyday that I wake up I dream about movin and livin in california. It literally is a lifelong dream for me. Wen I close my eyes I can feel the warm weather n nice breeze. I can smell the dank that I'm gonna b able to roll up. The whole atmosphere in cali relaxes me jus thinkin bout it. I wuldnt even mind the work as long as I'm there. Boardwalks in da so called winter time. Exclusive clothes n lifestyle that comes wit it. As I read the hundreds blog n look at the pictures...damn one day it will be my reality. If dis clothin line pickes up u have no idea how quick ima pack my shit n roll. I hope to one day b one of those guys who has a popular brand of clothes. Where my life consists of me n my creativity alone. Where I can explore. I don't need to b rich cuz money is da root of all evil. I jus wana make the money I need to make my dream become a reality. I hope my art takes me far n my creativity takes me even futher. Cuz ima need a camera...a dope ass one so I can show ppl wat they missin bout that california lifestyle...
Dream big or don't dream at all cuz u sell urself short wen u limit ur dreams.
Wit that being said I leave you with this song a million dollars by big shawn enjoy this creative video cuz this is how I feel everyday captures my mind on video...

Uhh, I am the topic of conversation, this a celebration,
Lets toast to the fact that I moved out my momma basement,
To a condo downtown because its all about location,
I sit and drink wine and watch californication of life,
You shoulda been here to kick it with me,
We coulda split this whole thing up 50/50,
But now i’m at the 40-/40 getting b-tches tipsy,
Killing sh*t the ever so talented Mr Ripley,
How I go from being the man that you argue with,
To me and Dwayne Carter putting out the hardest sh*t,
I should wanna go back to the one I started with,
But I’m addicted to this life its gonna be hard to quit,
Yeah, just ask me how things are coming along,
You can tell me that you never heard none of my songs,
Long as you end up saying one day you plan to listen,
Cuz whats a star when its most important fan is missing?
-Say Something by timberland ft. Drake
-Alley E...California Dreamin

heart of the city

"In time she'll mature n be all she can be lik the reserves"
Lost One by Jay Z
Through my days I struggle wit the concept of the future. I'm not sure of it at all to be honest. I wonder wat it holds for me n wat can I achieve if I apply myself. Everybody expects greatness from me n I can feel the pressure. I wake up everyday wit a terrible attitude n a fuck off writtin across my face. After my shower n music that I can relate too I get in my let's get it mood. People can't normally tell how I feel or wats on my mind cuz I'm pretty consistent wit actions n sayins. I was talkin to a gurl I knew from lik 3 or 4yrs ago n she was askin me bout how I been n wonderin how I'm doin now n how many gurls I talk to now. I always feel that wen u haven't talk to sum1 in yrs unless u bump into each ova u shuldnt speak, don't use holidays to ignite old flames. After talkin for awhile the conversation turns sour becuase she begins to lash out at me for shit I did yrs ago. I ask myself y is she still mad bout it n y wuld u call me yrs lata n talk bout wat I did yrs ago. U knew me wen I was 16 of course I wasn't lookin for long term I was jus lookin for rite den n now. She continued n said I'm not relationship type of guy...wtf is dat? To me I'm jus not concerned wit havin a wife if I have one I do if I don't I don't. I'm so concerned about how ima finish skool n makin sure I got money. Ppl I jus wana say that unless u tryin settle down smack after college jus see who u can't spend ur time without. Don't stress over relationships there not all that unless u really find that sumbody. Focus on the things that will get u ahead n if someone catches ur attention run wit it but don't focus on it. Live love laugh.
-Alley E