YO so as all of you know i dont post everyday. I dont post everyday because i need a reason to blog. but heres wat this post is about...
Realization (or when it all falls down)
So while im livin life i learn alot from day to day and i learn more and more about myself everyday. The past couple of days i've learned that people panic when it all comes crashing down. when people are in a bad place they dont know what to do anymore and all their energy turns negative. Some people can stay calm and patient, others cant. Some people just dont worry about it and are care free...now me...i panic but i try to keep it to myself cuz if you cause a scene it will make things worse, then i try to look and find a positive out of the negatives and try not to worry about the negatives until i have found a solution. Then i execute and solve my problems. Everyday i fight with demons, rumors, fakes, and haters. Can i just say...
"thank you thank you thank you your far to kind hold your applause this your blog not mine"
I jus wana thank all of you for keeping me going, also i wana thank the experiences i've been thru and obstacles ive hurlded ova. Please know im unstoppable so understand it's not your fault you cant break me just try your luck on da next guy... but im really high really really high tonight i'll tip you $100 to keep the ice cold alright? Someone told em the other day dat you can see alot about me in my eyes. She said its crazy i can see your soul i see all your pain, joy, anger, i can see your childhood pretty much our childhood lol insider...my bad back on topic tho but hey dats my nigga and i kno i can trust her especially with the kinkes that have been thrown in my life recently but believe me i wont let you down grandaddy, i know you lookin down proud of all of us. You walk with me everyday and i know you do so im good, my guardian angel right??? yea you are i know God put me in your hands all my life so why wouldnt he let you finish your job...i love you...
now excuse me i gotta write a letter so my problems can read it.
Dear problems,
I know you've tried your best to break me, but i have to admitt you doin pretty good but right now im stronger than ever and strong willed. Im destined for greatness and i wana thank you in advance for helping me get there one day. Keep up the good work though cuz im learning alot. Im ambitious bayboy's and baygurl's...
Thank you
-Aye E
"Do me a favor, don't do me no favors...I'll handle mine!" ...OMG. This blog just put it in perspective...man a tell them this "I'm in the hall, ALREADY...On the wall, ALREADY...I'mma work of ARt...I'mma Warhol, ALLLLRRREEADDDY!" ...That's that destination science, yeah...I know you know. I love you, E. You always say so little, but you get your point across. That's a talent. They can't break what's invincible, and your invincible because your a good person & you have God behind you! (and me and little lightskin homie =o)
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