Sunday, October 18, 2009

Humpty Dumpty

Yo world so this post will be a more personal post. Maybe some of yall will feel me and maybe not but it's sumthing to think about. what do you do wen you put all your eggs in one basket. I know dey tell you not to but reguardless you do it anyway? Everythang you could possibly put into this basket you would/did. But if your baskets drops and all your eggs break whose fault is it??? Wat if the handle broke on ur basket, what if it slipped out your hand, jus wat if...Will you be mad at yourself for not being more careful or mad at the basket for not doin what you wanted it to do??? but can you fault the basket, again it did what it was supposed to according to the laws of physics but also it did as much as it could. And after it broke would you trust that basket again, or would you trust any baskets, would you use another basket???
For those of you who couldn't see the picture im painting im talkin bout relationships...
Now for as long as i can remember i've always had a hate/love feeling toward relationships because when i was young i wasnt attractive, i still dont think i am now but whatever, but i use to hate relationships cuz my roaster was never stacked but once i lost my weight and my name started getting out my luck wit ladies went up i had my share and i did bam out and i got bammed out on a lot to but ive learned my fair share of lessons. I've had my heart captured a couple times actually 4 to be exact. I can name them all each one different from the other but not all the same. I was particulary captured by one and not jus because it was my most recent but because it was very different. I could see myself and her in alot sumtimes in movies i've seen, pictures i've seen, etc. Now i love the fact that in a relationship theres alwasy that companionship, or that wen you need someone they're always somewhere around. And i mean the entertainment and memories but now even though my heart feels lik humpty dumpty but i guess it understandable, and again who am i to judge. To each his or her own i guess. People have to do for themselves, cuz you cant always do for someone else. Although the feelings arent mutual anymore and i know since your leaving now i know dey wont be back as much as you think later down the line somehow deyll magically cum back i know dey wont and maybe thats what makes it hurt more. But you charge it to the game and keep your reciept. Win some you lose some. Jus let an unfair tear fall...
The Game Aye E
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-Aye E

1 comment:

  1. i dont agree with this blog at all but whatever.
    and 4 people captured your heart? true.

    i love you regardless though.

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