pondering thought

"We ignore who adore us, adore who ignore us, love who hurt us, and hurt who love us."

-Anonymous

It's crazy as i sit here with this broken fone and listen to an old friend tell me this, she said its true and she saw it in me, and i think back and say yea i could see that. MAd as ever i made it so that she could tell me "i told you so", her famous phrase when it comes to me disagreein wit her n tryin go on my own instincts which can guide ova people better than it can guide myself. But she told me i gotta love myself again. And i plan to...It crazy how your whole motivation can be turned in a matter of seconds, i felt lik i was at my prime and could go no where but up a week ago now i feel lik i lost my edge. Its dumb that i went from dat but i did so now i have to find my happiness and i will. Im gon get back on my bullshit tho...with god wit me who can be against me? right? right!

You gon’ keep pushing me til I reach the ledge

And when I reach the ledge, I tell em all to eat a dick

Take a leap of faith and let my eagle wings spread

Motivation to me, is them telling me what I could not be,

oh well

Im so ambitious, I might hit two sisters,

Hey im on a mission,

no matter what the conditions

Fuck the personal issues, when u go what I been thru,

hey, if you believe it,

then you can conceive it

-Aye E

Also as a side note i forgot to blog about it but this month and for the rest of the month ima be supporting breast cancer by sporting my pink and brown dunks everyday cuz sumeone real close to me has breast cancer...in support ive donated money to reasearch for breast cancer you should support it too jus a thought!